DAY 1
Keep an open mind, keep an open mind. You’re here so just embrace it. In our first meditation session we swallow a metaphorical pill that contained our entire solar system, well not all of the solar system, that would have been too much to swallow, so we left out pluto. I manage two helpings at lunch, surprising, considering that only 40 minutes ago I swallowed the majority of our solar system. Joel, the founder, has a very impressive beard.
At the end of day one I am wondering whether I have now officially entered in to a cult? First thing tomorrow google the definition of cult.
There’s a DJ in our bungalow. Dance music from the local village starts at 6pm and continues until 3am. Ironic really for a peaceful meditation retreat.
DAY 2
Turns out it’s wedding season. This means loud music from the village for more nights to come. Who needs sleep to relax?
What is this guy on about? Think about all of the earthworms and those that have been before!?! Yesterday it was spoons. I’m not sure I understand anything he talks about. Is it just me? Everyone else seems totally into it. I’m just confused. Meditation is hard, Yoga is fun and the vegan food is quite nice.
Pulled some killer shapes at expressive dance.
DAY 3
Body aches from expressive dance. Turns out some do understand Joel’s metaphors some don’t. I guess he just has a different way of explaining a point. Need to concentrate harder.
Another vegan stew/broth/soup for dinner. All starting to taste the same.
DAY 4
Day of silence. Shhhhuuuusssssshhhhh!!!
Concentrated harder. Understood the point of the first metaphor but spent so much time working it out that I missed the rest of what he said.
Meditation, essentially sitting still in silence and emptying your mind, is not easy. Thoughts keep pouring in, mostly about chicken, and the pain in my ass, back and knees.
DAY 5
Implement advice from Sean, the manager, on meditation. Try not to fight the thoughts, let them ride out. This makes todays meditation session a lot less frustrating and more relaxing.
Need to break free from the retreat. Feeling chlostrophobic. Grab a couple of bikes and cycle to the temple nearby. Temple is nice, iced coffee at the cafe opposite is nicer. No coffee allowed in Hariharalaya. Notice chicken on the menu but fight the urge.
Have a massage this afternoon with a local blind masseuse. Turns out I must have offended him in a past life as he spends the hour pummelling my body. Worked wonders on my bad shoulder mind so signed up for two more.
Stomach can’t take another vegan stew/broth/soup for dinner. I decide to just eat rice. Craving a none wet meal, preferably with a source of protein.
Movie night tonight. Karate Kid.
DAY 6
Got a taste for the world outside Hariharalaya. Take a bike and head off to the local market. Treat myself to another coffee.
Joel has kindly arranged for a trip to meet the monks at a local pagoda and meditate with them. Amazing experience. Unfortunately I end up at the front facing the monk for the meditation. Can’t get comfy. Spend the 30 minutes of meditation thinking that the monk knows that I’m thinking about chicken and shuffling around to try and get comfy. So much for stillness.
Got a lift there and back on a scooter. Three grown adults on the bike. Poor bike.
Think a five or six day retreat would have been enough for me. Starting to feel like a school boy fighting naughty urges to rebel.
Sean did a magic show tonight. I want to be a magician.
How do they do it?
DAY 7
Went on the village bike tour today. Was great. A local farmer with a good grasp of English gave the tour. He took us around the market and then introduced us to his family. A humbling insight into village life in Cambodia, the joys and struggles.
Decided to take the “all classes mandatory” rule with a pinch of salt.
Got beaten up again by the masseuse.
DAY 8
Trip to the big city. A group of us biked to Siem Reap. Bike too small for me. Ass and knees hurt.
Ate eggs benedict, had a coffee, ate a burger, cycled back. God I miss protein.
Sweet treat tonight, coconut ice cream. Delicious.
DAY 9
Common phrase used, connect with your breath. Finding it difficult to do so as I only have one functioning nostril. On the long inhales and holding of breath I am almost passing out.
DAY 10
New yoga teacher. Gives a punishing routine. Not sure about the wrist and hand dance at the start of the class. Bit early in the morning for wrist dancing.
Final session with the masseuse. First client for him this morning. Instead of the hour he gives me an hour and a half. Could be for one of three reasons:
1. He likes me and wanted to give me a thoroughly good massage before I leave
2. He doesn’t like me and enjoys causing me pain
3. He feels sorry for my sore shoulder and decides to give it some extra attention.
I’d like to think it’s a combination of one and three but can’t help feeling it may be a little of two.
Got worried when he suggested cupping. Put my hands straight over my crotch. Rather me cup than him. Mistaken, cupping is having a contraption not too dissimilar to a toilet plunger stuck onto you to get deeper into your muscles. “Too hard?” He asked. “No fine” I say. When the suckers are removed he laughs and says “ooops too hard.” Have three golf ball size lumps around my shoulder blade. Walk out in a dizzy massage haze. Daisy gives me evils. She’s been waiting for half an hour for her massage. Whoops.
This is what happens when you get cupped
DAY 11
We made it.
Day of silence. Makes it a bit difficult to say our goodbyes to people. Tuk tuk back to the city where protein rich food and a cold beer await.
OVERALL VERDICT….
I am really glad that we did this, but six or seven days would have been enough for me.
I don’t quite know whether I have enjoyed it or not. But then it was a complete step into the unknown and out of my comfort zone, so I’m not sure whether I was ever supposed to? I certainly feel that I’ve developed myself in areas that were previously alien to me and aim to continue with yoga and meditation, so I don’t think I can really ask for more.
A big thank you to the team at Hariharalaya who constantly went out of their way to make our stay a good one.
JG